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About Me Member General Addict Belle Morte20/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 10 Months
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Living Dead Girl

I truly am crazy... Crazy as Hell, straight to the bone. Everyone knows it. It's no secret. I'm sweet and innocent, yet psycho and dangerous. I love everyone and I hate this world. Psychosis saves me from more boredom than a person could handle. I seem to attract other crazy people to me like a frickin' magnet and I love it.



EMBRACE YOUR PSYCHOSIS! :crazy:

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My art is usually my outlet.... I try to photograph everything, though. Events, moments... I love editing pictures of my friends and of my own. I hope to someday have some kind of career in photography. I love it so much. I'd die if my camera did....

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I LOVE YOUR ART - KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!

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Mon Oct 12, 2009, 6:59 PM
  • Mood: Welcoming
  • Listening to: Ummm... Christina Aguilara? Not sure.
  • Reading: A Perfect Mess
  • Watching: Monster Squad
  • Playing: with Scentzy candles
  • Eating: Garlic Bread
  • Drinking: water - as always
I'm working on a new start... A new life. I'm trying to have a new outlook on life, and I'm starting by becoming more active in the things that make me and those around me happy. I realized that when I cook, I'm actually fairly content. I love people's faces when they eat my food. Usually I get a good responce - unless I burn it or something like that, then... well, that's my fault. I'm going to start going to church again. Hopefully I can find one around here that's worth going to. I've tried a few... Haven't found one yet that will accept me. But, there's no reason to stop looking. I'm going back to school in the spring so I can further my education. I plan to study photography, psychology, biology, art, and english, maybe creative writing or something.

I'm not planning to let go of the past, and I think that's what's best for me. I don't have to push it away like it doesn't exist and never happened to be okay. Every memory is an important piece of your life. I'm missing a lot of them, so I'll never take for granted the ones I have - even if they're not all great. I have a therapist now. Thank God, because I've been needing one FOREVER. He's helping me pull the pieces of my life together. Through DBT, hypnosis and the like, he's already helped me to become more whole and bring back some much needed memories. I'm not a horrible person, and I see that now. We all make mistakes, and we all have regrets. Regret is healthy, and mistakes are made to be learned from.

I'm still very sad, but I'm getting better. You know you're starting to do better when you wake up in the morning and don't wish you'd stopped breathing in your sleep. Now I just want to stay in bed because it's comfy (even though its the floor of my brother and sister's bedroom). I'm not at all where I was hoping to be by this point in my life, but I can get there. With the right amount of effort and motivation, I can get to where I want to be. Everyone can.

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Name: Jade Rayne Thompson

Birthday: 10.8.1988

Location: Holladay, Utah

Hair color: Black

Eye color: Black

Height: 5'1

Religion: Christian

Are you still a virgin: What was the question again?

Tattoos or piercings: 3 tats, 4 piercings

Favorite Animal: ALL OF THEM, but mostly cats

Smoke: Only when I'm drunk

Drink: Socially

Make the first moves: Only sometimes

Opinion on Cuddling: Better than sex

Favorite Band/music: Skillet, etc...

Favorite Food/Beverages: Salad/WIRED

Fav. Colors: Black, Red, Pink, Yellow, Green, Blue(cerulean), Grey....

Fav. Sounds: BOOM and RAWR

Fav. smells: Rose and Jasmine

Fav. Movies: ZOMBIES

Fav. TV Shows: Bones, CSI, Criminal Minds, NCIS, House, Burn Notice, The United States of Tara

Fav. Places to hang out/or just be: PORTLAND, OR

Special Talents: Photography

Describe your perfect date: Never had one...

One special/unique thing about you: I'M A PIXIE!!!

What would you do to get my attention: Scream

Would you tell me the truth no matter what: Maybe

4 words to describe you: Honest, crazy, mental, quiet

Highest education: High School

What do you see in your future: Pardus Heart - don't ask. It's my new biggest secret!

Favorite physical feature/quality: I guess my eyes... and my lip piercings

Whats the longest relationship you've had: 2 years

Whats your ultimate weakness: Animals and chocolate and Stuffed animals and my need to explore and get myself lost

Who has been the most influential person in your life and why: Alexzandra Frost, even though she hurt me more than anyone else with her lies... I grew a lot because of her, and learned a lot from her, and also learned to accept myself for who I am, because there's nothing wrong with me.

Are you a vegetarian: I LOVE CHICKEN!

what turns you on the most: Touch

What kind of a woman do you respect: The intelligent ones - that aren't liers.

Have you ever regreted a hookup: I don't do 'hookups'

How many sexual partners have you had: 4

Whats the most valuable thing you could recieve from another human being: honesty and loyalty

Whats one thing most people like about you: I'm crazy and different and creative

If you could have one thing in this whole universe- what would it be: A home in Oregon with a couple cats, a lover, and COMFORT. Really, i just want to go home.

Whats one part about your body that you would like to change: Please don't ask...

Whats one bad habit would you like to change: laziness is a Sin (Sloth)

If you could commit one crime and get away with it completely- what would that crime be: MURDER

Who is your favorite comedian: Jeremy Frost - and it's completely accidental! I mis sthe rubbing alcohol face. Don't ask... It was just REALLY funny. :XD:

Any Questions for me??

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Holladay, UT
  • Interests: Photography, animals, art, music, cars, boys, nature, travel, exploration
  • Favourite movie: Zombie movies... It's a love/hate thing.
  • Favourite band or musician: Placeb, Skillet, Zeromancer, Stabbing Westward, DMX, Thousand Foot Krutch, Amy Lee, Bile.........
  • Favourite genre of music: most of them
  • Favourite artist: Luis Royo, Jeff Gogue, Jeremy Frost
  • Favourite poet or writer: Chuck Palanhuik
  • Favourite photographer: Jeremy Frost
  • Favourite style of art: ALL OF IT!!!!
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano Gen. 4
  • Skin of choice: My own
  • Favourite game: Hide and Seek
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gir!!!!!!!!
  • Personal Quote: I walk the narrow line of sanity granade in hand.
  • Tools of the Trade: a simple digital camera

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:iconvivianmckenzie:
indeed, lol

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I Walk the Narrow Line of Sanity Granade in Hand
:icononstoch:
OMG *TACKLES AND HUGGLES*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:iconvivianmckenzie:
How have you been? Send me an e-mail...

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I Walk the Narrow Line of Sanity Granade in Hand
:icononstoch:
Here and there doing this and that trying to stay out of trouble

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